Current mood:
depressed
Why do I fall apart and keep screaming (in my head) "I can't do this anymore!!" when I know darn well I am going to keep right on doing it.
Why do I fall apart?
I know every day I will get up and get mom up and take Harriett to her appointments and buy her meds and try to be here for my husband and children.... and then, after a period of time I will fall apart again and scream that I just can't do this any more.
I hate my life right now.
I want to go back to when my kids were small and everyone lived close by and I was so much less judgemental.
I want to start over.
I want this to go away.
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